im talking about my awareness.
i think i already have much caring about anything, about people, things and everything in the universe. I feel that I've paid much attention to them.
BUT some old friends made me realize that I was not sensitive to their existence. they thought that I was a very arrogant person who does'nt respond to their attention towards me. i mean FORGIVE ME ABOUT THAT. ill try to explain that im not that person, sometimes i just have disorder about awareness. and it happens out of my control. unconsciously.
it not my means.
i will always try to develop that things.
in short, always reflect on yourself. it will good to be true.